Aylin Tempest

Hiatus

That’s where I’ve been, I have much trouble getting time these days.. No fun :( I feel bad because even though my modeling profile states this people keep writing to me about a booking and I end up sounding like a douche! 

It’s currently really pouring rain, pretty crazy stuff and I’m inside with one of the worst periods ever! Got sent home from work cos vomiting. The cat’s all warm in bed and my parrots are loving the weather, chatting and kissing away haha

Last few months I haven’t been well, I was having such trouble with my stomach. Many tests and money spent later didn’t show much but I did my own thing and took note of what I ate and found a intolerance to highly processed foods and anything bad for you lol, I’ve been eating heaps of veg and fruits and staying away from junk foods, this seems to have settled me.. I’m a junk food fiend so it has been hard, plus side I lost a bit of weight.

A part of my hiatus was due to the fact that I also wasn’t happy with myself, even though free time is a major factor I must confess to self hate.. I felt fat, old, passed it, hit the wall….

I contacted people or did the social network thing and nobody gave interest in working with me, which a friend later said it was because she heard people were intimidated by me and that because I do nude work mostly that I wouldn’t be interested in their projects.. I’m the biggest doofus around and love just having a pic taken, I don’t bite.. I was finding that even well known latex fashion and art nude togs would only message me about xxx type shoots that they wanted to stay secrete like as if I wouldn’t be worthy of anything else and because I refused and stop putting up with bizarre attitudes a whole click of them has avoided me, well time reveals all and I doubt I’d be the only one.

Where was I going with this??? So here I am hating myself, thinking I’m crap and worthless, just a good pair of titts etc etc This year I grabbed all the inner strength I avoided and pulled it out, picked myself off the ground and now I has the plans and the goods and the better health..

Which .. Look at this .. I’m pretty proud!! 

I believe sometimes we need to crash to find that inner strength, bare it all and examine the hurts and what they mean. 

But looking on the bright side is that Feb’s work roster looks a little light and I may have free time, may have.. Because there are friends and family I need to connect with as well which last week I hung out with two of the most enchanting ladies, one was gothic model Contes Ashes . 

So everyone be safe and smart in this crazy weather, be happy with who you are.. Love thyself first always first.. 

I did it!!!

I sorted all my clothing and shoes and bags out!! Room is clean.. Still no space hahaha plus then I bought more <3 

I’m not a social person and shopping fills that hole hehe

Got new pretties to shoot in next year *hint hint*, oh and no latex.. I still love it but it’s kinda very much done… I like to prance around the house in it and sing my fav tunes 

xxx

Cat’s Outa The Bag Niiow!!

Tonight I’m taking a friend out to dinner for her Birthday, if she chooses a place to go. Indecisive bitch haha 

I went out the other night to a co workers Birthday party, I don’t really like to mingle with work peeps but I’m to be a manager soon and well he’s one too so I kinda have to let them know me a lil bit. But that’s my outing for awhile haha

But speaking of, I’m busted, they found out about my modeling and other ventures(I never mix lives) Got a few mixed reactions, they found out through someone finding an image of me online. But now I know how far gossip gets and what professional respect means to them.. Hell I could do a lot of people for sexual harassment but I’m not. I think it hurt because it was out of my control, I didn’t get to reveal anything in a way I would have wanted. All was said behind my back and I found out through general chit chat week later. Felt like a joke, I work really hard when I’m there, I stop and always do what’s asked.. It’s not like I’m crap at my job. I know, I know it was all going to be found in the end and well I shouldn’t be so pissed at this because well yeah I’m online everywhere and I have to deal..

They are mostly over it, but I’m still just as shy and disappointed nobody had the balls to face to face me..  I still have my job, plenty of hours and promoted so wasn’t too bad.

Just hope they can see it doesn’t change how hard I work or my personality.

I do miss modeling and need to set up shoots but so little time, they’ll have to be Gold Coast based. 

This was me from the other night… Vampy meows.. 

.. I’m struck down with a flu, tried some shopping therapy and I love the things you find in toy stores.. Got these hell cute bangles :D and yes that’s a nasty fresh scar on my hand(burned it at work :/) 

Bought my birds(Blue Masked Lovebirds) some seeds sticks for treats and when I got home also gave them apple and broccoli, my cat got so jealous he cried for some treats too so I deforested him some chicken necks.. What a spoiled little shit… haha <3

Got a party coming up for one of my co workers, I hope they like me :s I’m very meek at work and always happy to help.. Bought him a Minnie Mouse singing Birthday card because he’s such a dude and into body building etc etc ;) 

So I spent this afternoon reading in the sunshine with my best friend in the whole wide world “Mr Pudd” He’s my cat, I’ve had the little shit for 11 years!! lol I also sipped on herbal tea and felt quite content with all. Mainly because I was reading up on spirituality which is a part of me I have been neglecting for quite sometime. The poisons of the material world lure me in alot. But I will a change that.

Did a photoshoot on Monday which I am so worried about my performance, I feel like my flamed has dimmed, it’s like I don’t feel the click anymore. I have bold ideas but maybe more suited for others, is directing and styling becoming more my thing? 

The other week I killed my laptop with my herbal flu killer potion haha Now I’m using a new computer, it’s so stiff and different. I love my old well used ratty things and my laptop was the best piece of trash. And then after that our internet service changed hands and became so slow. For what we pay for I expect loads better.. So next week we’re having supa dupa net put in.. It’s going to rock my world and for a good price too. Which means more uploading of the eye candy goodies. Oh and I went through every disc of a images from shoots that still work and isn’t old, I found some new faves to share :)

So brace yourself for more nom noms… 

I’m thinking about writing my whole experience with modeling down, every person I’ve met, things I’ve seen and things said, keeping two different lives, the effects on relationships etc etc Just to see where it leads, all the highs, lows, gossips, truths both pretty and ugly! But before I will release anything I will have research  legal issues and change names blah blah… Already got someone willing to edit for me :D 

oh and frozen grape fanta is pretty amazin balls!

Furry Little Critters

Miss me? Well here I am… I’m thinking up concepts as I’m feeling so inspired tonight. I’m all about the fur, latex, grunge, punk, boho look right now.. I need creative people to help me on this. Someone to shoot my feelings. It’s like a creative orgasm went off in my head, have you ever felt this? Speaking of fur, I got some tasty fake ones and ready to get this started. 

Quick post right now, I know. But please don’t hate, I’m off for a cup of hot white choc(we’re chilly over here in Australia) and perhaps watch some Winx Club! Winx is so cute and kinda like a newer version of Sailor Moon.

Aylin xxx

Just a Quickie

So I’ve been a bit slack on the old tumblr account, well my partner had two weeks off work which was fun yet by the end of it I still wanted him to get the fuck out of my face haha I just cannot be around anyone for a long period of time even though he’s perfect for me and is so sweet. We went out to lunches, I tried Kangaroo and Crocodile meat(I liked Croc better). Had ice cream with rainbow sprinkles, it has to be rainbow.. Rainbow patterns are becoming a huge favourite of mine, that and leopard print. The brighter the better! I still had to work, making pennies to buy pretties. 

I actually went out to a fashion show, it was alright but very disorganized but lucky some of the girls had done it all before. I met up with fellow model Becstacy and chit chatted about the industry while our men bonded over a game of pool. 

*yawns* I must get some good sleep tonight, last night’s was terrible and I had to start at half seven, tomorrow it’s eight till four… eeewww And this nice cool rain does not help me get out of bed. Alarms are stupid!!! 

Aylin xx

Punk Pussy

Saturday I attended a wedding, very different from the norm. No long speeches, no teary Mothers, no drunk Uncles scamming on the ladies. No none of that indeed.

For starters there was only two brides, two very out there punked up brides!! This was more symbolism than the legal mumbo jumbo. These two bitches have been very close friends for years. The wedding was very laid back but somewhat changed from the original plan, Gold Coast has had some pretty wicked rainfall but no worries let the fun begin!! People were encouraged to dress up, there was boys in dresses, a gorilla even Slash! I was just dressed like … well my boobs were quite eye catching haha In the usual fashion the brides took forever to get there faces on and I was a last min bridesmaid because there was a no show(hate fuckers like that). After a very short ceremony(I’m not even kidding) we gots to have yummy scrummy mud cake. Then the drinks flowed, the music scared the neighbours. Sine when do you hear a playlist of 45 Grave and Murder Dolls at a wedding???

The happy brides and the lucky Nun!

I behaved on the drinkage but I was also getting a mad headache which meant not following the group on to the a metal bar later but I had fun. I met a few really interesting characters and they seemed like fun realistic people. When I got home I smashed some pizza and chicken wings in my face and then watched CSI(it was going to be Archer) Because you know I am that fun on a Saturday night haha but really it was till my thumping head blacked me out. 

So congratz to Rianna Riot and Tara Trash Tragedy ^.^ 

Fly Fishing!!

Nah jokes, this has nothing to do with fly fishing. I have never been :p I get stuck with titles. So Thursday was Australia Day, my partner didn’t have to work so we spent the day rearranging the lounge room which now looks bigger and has great air flow. We have too many candles and weapons haha. Then we got onto the vodka, he loves it with lemonade and heaps of lime but me on the other hand I love it with lemonade and crushed strawberries yum yum… 

We watched some good Aussie films for a bit of nostalgia for the 90s(yes I am that old) and to go with the theme of the day. ”He died with a Felafel in His Hand”  is one of my favourites, it takes me back to the days before Facebook and the net. Speaking of, so much online hate happens when there’s a holiday public or religious! It’s a shame, feels like we’re stepping backwards.

So yeah back to happy times with vodka ^.^ I thought it would be a great idea to make cup cakes which usually turn out so yummy and fluffy. But being rather pisshed they are kinda dry and there is too much vanilla essence in the icing. Still great with a cuppa though.

We had a BBQ dinner >.< I got that nourishing meal my body was begging for. I have to take good care of myself. This break from shoots and stuff has left me lazy. Such a great night of being happy and fun, laid back. But tell you what I missed some friends I don’t often get to see and one that moved to NZ :/ But you know what, they are still here in my life and that’s good enough.

Aaaaaannnndddd.. In 35 working days I will have two stunning latex dresses from http://www.westwardbound.com oh sex baby *purrs* See I’m like other Penthouse models, I do buy plastic for my body with the monies ~.^ 

Anyway I’m off to write a review for this super hot duo shoot with Misti Dawn for Blue Blood.com

Aylin xx

Wasting the Day

Nobody knows how to waste a day like me, I could not get motivated.. I just stared at the computer screen and blinked.. POW the day is gone. I wasn’t even proactive on here(lots of youtubing songs to dance my ass off too) Shits me that I didn’t hit my goals today!! I was going to be such a domestic Goddess, I have tomorrow to try again but might also go to the movies?

Having garlic bread for dinner now, so over crackers and toast. Haven’t got cash on me or I would have ordered something yummy. I am craving a real meal.. Something sturdy and nourishing. 

Anyhoo I know I am delightfully entertaining and stuff, but I’m off to channel surf or perhaps watch ‘Archer’ .. That show is brilliant. If you love your crass adult humour in cartoons, I recommend it highly! 

Aylin xx

Fire and Lots of It!!

So here I am tonight feeling cold(should maybe not be sitting around in my undies) and taking a break from playing Skyrim. I’m looking at sexy latex dresses to strut around the house in ;) It’s been raining pretty heavy here which is nice because all my plants were suffering from the heat. So I have the next four days off and I don’t know what to do with myself.. All my shoots start in Feb and I am looking so forward to people wanting to shoot me… Finally :D I made a decision to stop magazine glamour work, so anything that gets published now is already shot stuff. My arm could be twisted back if it’s a confirmed shoot ie: they offer me a ideal “actually going to happen” spread etc That also includes most adult erotic and porn work. Arty, edgy stuff I welcome openly.

Today I bought myself a cute make-up table with a stool, it’s white so I’m trying to decide what colour I should paint it??? And then get these latex dresses and that’s my kitty treats for awhile now, I’ll be smitten for ages!! 

Got a few more reviews to write tonight, love it. I’ve been reviewing models and sites I’ve loved since I was 17. Also models are coming and asking me to review certain things for them. It’s fun being on a different side of the scene and the girls have been so pleasant to converse with. I’m inlove with Kiki Brando.

Saturday I’m going to a rather bizarre wedding, 3 punk bitches be getting hitched together, so expect interesting happy snaps :D 

Things keeping me alive~The Bill(TV show) is on just about every night, I now really love CSI(TV show).. My darling cat that just wins everyone over and raisin toast nom nom nom… 

xxx

Aylin